i have.

so much has happened to me in a span of 1 month and each time i attempt to blog about it, i don't know where to start from. honestly, its just too much in too little time. this whole period has been like a rollercoaster ride for me which up until now i haven't quite got off yet. in summary, i have lost a love and gain another, i have since embarked on a new chapter in my life; but i steered away from the conventional way of discarding old memories or holding them in petinance - instead; keeping the remnants of my past memory as a way to look deeper into myself and be a better person to love and be loved. i have had the best day ever with my bestest friends at a lousy park, and i got fined for 200 bucks also at the lousy park. i have tried my best to nurse a best friend's broken heart, and i have spend a day with my best friend on her birthday. i have experienced massive weight gain, and i still am. i have since lost the drive and spirit to go to work; and quite frankly, im in a fit of pique with work :( i have been down and lost, and i am now well and surviving. i have to get moving to the lj that crystal's gonna set up for me, therefore i have to say goodbye to you, blogspot.